I almost put up an away message that said, “I miss you.” Who am I missing? Ian and Jess are both here, my two closest friends; home feels distant enough that it doesn’t hurt; Clark no longer contains any deep friendships for me barring Lesley (who I also haven’t seen for quite some time. Sorry, Les). Yet – yet – what is this, this emptiness I feel? I know that I am loved by my Lord and Creator; by Ian; by my family – all of it – and by Jess (I think). But I’m still lonely.