Grant that Your bondservants may speak Your word with all confidence.
So I found out that E term in London would start – should I be accepted – on May 14. This is a big bummer to me, as Ian’s graduation is on the 19th, my birthday is on May 23, and we would move out of our old apartment and into a new apartment around June 1. On the bright side, I might be able to get home to Seattle in time for Ben (see bottom of his page for a countdown) and Lisa’s wedding because my time in London would end July 2. Still, much is up in the air: I have to be accepted; Professor Trimbur has to scrounge up a project for me; I have to be really sure I want to go.
I wish my resolve were strong enough that I immediately knew that I would still go. Maybe this wavering is just me trying to find excuses not to go. The idea of living alone in London for a couple of months scares me, but I hope I would be wise enough to overcome that and go through with the experience (which would certainly be a good one). I’m just afraid I may be grasping at straws for why not to go.
– KF –